today had a farewell lunch in the office with the staff.. They buy in Canadian Pizza for us.. so nice.. they 一定是 treat us like fast food kids, so decided to buy in pizza.. everytime we eat fast food ah, we surely kena by their "wei.. 每次都看到你们吃 fastfood.." [when we not 每次 eat fast food loh.. -.-"] or "有钱的孩子吃 fastfood.."

during the lunch, i 说错话 to suggest about doing pole-dance.. den they really want us to do pole dance loh.. but in the end we didn do lah.. where got people dare to do that in office?? i am really a very innocent girl leh.. my favourite hangout is the library hor..
so no show for them loh.. too bad.. so we decided to let them bombard us with questions that will entertain them..
and the first question is "are you still a virgin?" -.-".. der.. of course..
den they are stucked at the question.. so.. .. .. .. .. we gave our overall comments about our placement and END OF LUNCH.. hurhur..

anyway, received a little present from them.. creatively wrapped by my boss.. their messages on card (i suppose that is also creatively made by my boss) are very sweet.. those that will make you smile when you read..
haven't opened the present yet.. i guess is a pair of TC pen!! ha...

talking about placememt.. well.. the level of competency is definitely higher when i first start it.. but it also made me quite 茫然 of whether it is really the profession that i will go into.. frankly speaking, i dun think i have been a good social worker during the placement.. i m clueless of what i should do to help my clients.. everytime i just follow the instructions of my boss and that's it..
i am not very aware of my values.. and once again, i dun think i have any 想法.. haiz.. so bad..

haiz.. .. maybe i shall wait for the evaluation of my boss.. den see how..

meanwhile, I WANT TO GET OUT OF SINGAPORE!!

this 2 weeks i am super tired after work.. didn even go to tuition, let alone coming online to blog..

i have been running a children's groupwork for 1 week and it is really tiring..
the kids are really kids.. 调皮捣蛋,不听老师说话,爱讲话.. .. ..
constantly have to shout at them to listen.. 累死人了...
害我 everytime have dinner 的时候, 连眼睛都 cannot open, 想睡觉.. den my mum would compare with me how many more hours she worked and more tiring tasks she did, but didn feel that tired as me.. .. ok loh.. she win loh.. she stronger den me..

anyway, me offically going to end my placement on next mon.. yeah!! finally can get to enjoy my holidays.. 3 months of holidays only left 3 weeks for me.. **sob**
but once again, i m going to miss my workplace.. especially the staff there..

no more taiwan trip coz Jin has to 无限期的 take care of her grandmother until a caregiver appears in her house.. but i want to get out of singapore for a while and relax relax.. maybe to langkawi?? anyone interested?? me desperately want to get out!!!

sianz... ... nothin much to blog these days..

my boss has 送我一句话 "change begins with ourselves".. .. not becoz she really hates my attitude.. is becoz we sorta got some 内讧.. ya.. so wat she means is that instead of wanting that person to change, change ourselves first.. of course i know the 真谛 of the 话, but i somehow still think that the problem still lies in that person..

maybe i got a 讨人厌的 look or 恶心的 attitude that i need to change.. if not, how come jin at first dun like me leh? hm...值得思考..

anyway, i confirm ending my placement on 18th July.. coz of the groupwork loh.. den maybe gotta call off taiwan trip liao.. so sad.. but i want to get out of singapore.. probably to langkawi to destress a bit and be a true slacker..


tomorrow will be the start of my grpwork liao.. hope it goes well.. first time 挑这种重梁.. wish me luck man..

shall go and sleep now..
oh ya, hope u all like my new blog song..

i only left 72 hrs to the completion of my attachment.. that will be about 8days to go.. so fast.. but i can only leave at mid-july coz my groupwork only ends in mid july.. so now muz take as many leave i can.. hurhur..

i think i will miss the people there.. **eee.. sounds so er**
i really enjoy my attachment there.. can play with the staffs, the youths, the kids.. not only that, i also learnt a lot from the staffs.. ..
but dunno what will the staff think of me..
maybe they think that i am too playful? coz now i will communicate with them with Win Lose or Draw.. hurhur.. den they will say that i got nothing to do huh... -.-"
hurhur.. monday got a pictionary session with my boss... so fun!!
and now, one of the staff like to scare us by saying that there is "invisible frens" around..
but everyday so serious also not good rite.. muz haf fun while working den you will enjoy your work mah...

i think i will join TC as their volunteer bah.. since already so shou with the people liao.. somemore can gain more experience and also to build up my port folio.. hurhur..

oh ya, my agency will be having a road show in August at NUS.. (hm.. did i say it before?) so those who are interested in volunteering can sign up loh.. i strongly recommend loh..coz the people there are very fun.. den can get to know more people mah.. but the most important thing is that i am going to be their volunteer too.. hurhur..

today i m on leave.. hurhur.. but not much difference lah.. just that i m wearing P.E shorts to do my work at home..

so fast leh.. i have already completed nearly 300hours of my attachment.. only left 100hours more to go.. that means about 13 to 15 days..
sob sob..

oh ya, let u all see the photos that we took with the police car..

interesting happenings at agency that i remember.. ..

- kena locked in the toilet by a few unknown colleagues.. -.-" worse still, all act like nothing happen like that..
[still dare to say i am a youth in the agency.. who's the youth here ah? ..]

- my boss wedding day.. and she didn invite me.. **sob**

- a sudden frenzy of "win, lose or draw" started by me..
hurhur.. made a wedding card for my boss with "win, lose or draw" 祝福.. tot she very 厉害..
BUT! who knows she is in Level 1.. -.-" she cannot understand my Level 9 standard.. haiz.. think i gotta give her more training..

- received a Level 1 "win, lose or draw" memo from my boss... really Level 1..
没想到.. .. .. nic's boss is best.. she cannot understand Level 1 yet.. hm.. i think she is in beginner's beginner level.. needs extra lesson also..

- hurhur.. got a ride in a police car.. nx time upload the photo.. we really 豁出去了.. a bunch of unprofessional 三八social worker so excited about taking photos with a police car..

- someone was so happy that she found out that i am a hainanese.. but i was kena by her flying slipper when she found out that i am a hainanese... ... who cannot speak or understand hainanese..


hm... so far that's all i recall ah.. nx time give more updates..

eee... ... still no A's for my results..
Mr D is still showing up.. "Mr D, it is really time for you to go.."

my cap is still at 2.5 leh.. so jia lat..

so disappointing.. my fav bahasa indonesian is a B-.. :(
but den the computing module which i tot i will fail, got a B- also..
yucks.. best grade is only a B-..

as usual, my worst subject is social work.. hurhur.. how ironic..
maybe i am not cut to take exams..
i am a practical person.. not a theory person..
hur..


**die.. no inspi to write my journal.. i am lagging for 1week!!**