this afternoon i went to Tiny Box to have my vocalist recruitment audition..
cool.. the place is very nice.. very cosy.. a place where i would want to work at.. imagine u can pursue ur dream in a cosy workplace.. so nice.. so good.. so perfect..

anyway, back to the audition.. it was done in a recording studio!! so pro!! i feel like a singer at that time, recording for my album.. ha.. no stress, no need tai2 feng1.. juz be urself and imagine u r a star!! ha..

For my performance, i think it is not that good.. got a few notes i went off key.. well, whether I am selected to train under Mr Li Fei Hui, muz see his standard loh.. but really hope I can train under him.. even if I got no chance to go Taiwan and fa1 zhan3, at least I had have proper training under a master..

by the way, the vocalist will be categorised into 3 groups..
1st group: these ppl will be training directly under Mr Li Fei Hui
2nd group: these ppl are those he thinks have the potential but need some more training
3rd group: thank you for ur participation.. (in another words, dun sing ever again! ha.. )

See how it goes loh.. hope i will not go under the 3rd group.. wish me luck man..

Wah.. .. .. .. .. Today I had a movie marathon with sing and lynn.. A good movies marathon.. We watched "Troy" and "The Day After Tomorrow"..

wow.. both movies are good but i preferred "Troy"..
I enjoyed the Greek sceneries, the massiveness of the battle, the power of love.. ..
I can't give a detailed scence of the movie, nor can i relate parts of the movie to real life (juz like how kaili did it).. But after reading kaili's blog on that, i feel the same too.. My tears welled up when Troy King kissed Achilles hand so that he could have Hector's body back..
He kissed his enemy's hand..
An enemy who killed his own son..
The son who is a good man, good father, good lover, good ruler to-be (handsome man too)..

I cried too, when Achilles finally agreed to return Hector's body.. Achilles cried.. I cried with him.. He muz have realised the sin he had done..
For dragging Hector's body from the city to his camp..
For letting revenge to take over him..

All these wouldn't have happened if Achilles' cousin hadn't pretend to be Achilles himself and went to the battle.. Hector wouldn't have killed wrongly then.. Hector even felt remorseful when he killed the cousin.. What a good man..

But did Achilles really died from Paris arrows?? I read from my psy book that he died from an infection of his heel's injury.. Hm.. I wonder which one..
This movie makes me more interested in Greek mythology.. (i have always been interested in greek mythology)

As for "The Day After Tomorrow", i think the visual effect is awesome.. but too bad, i feel that the movie ended too abruptly.. I expected to see more people die, more areas affected, more damages.. Am I sadistic?? Ha.. .. .. ..

Feel that i am getting more emotional (or maybe more human) as the years go by.. I cry easily with the characters in the story..

Yeah!!

Yu's webcam and mic have finally arrived!!! SO i think i am the first tlt member to SEE and HEAR her..

I can see her, she cannot see me.. coz i got no webcam..
I can hear her, she cannot hear me.. coz i got no mic..

She can talk to me, i can't talk to her..

feel so funny..
feel so weird..
feel so 无奈..
feel like a mute..

Absolutely a mute.. Even my mum said so.. ha..


** i m still safe today.. **

Mysterious call..

the guy who called during my pri sch gathering called again.. Guess who gave him my hp no.?? Ans: My cousin!! Must scold him liao.. For being so 没礼貌.. For giving my no. without my permission.. And give my no. liao still didn inform me.. i muz tell my mum later!!

back to the call..
he is super persisent in being my friend.. i juz couldn't say 'bye' and hang up the phone.. he sounds dangerous too.. i remembered him saying "多一个朋友好过多一个敌人".. he is threatenng me, isn't it??

Wel.. sort of scared when he said this.. but i m very persistent too.. i insist that i dun this way of making frens.. i nearly agreed to meet him at a point of the time but luckiy i am chatting with daf n yu, they asked me not to go.. so he wasted about 21mins of my time and $$.. And wat do i get in the end??
A THREAT!! He said that i will 死得很惨!! wat a threat.. i think i need to hire a 24hrs bodyguard..

Anyone got lobang?? me scared scared.. ..

Stages of my Life.. ..

10 Years Ago, I...(pri 4)
1. was a nerdy student
2. was preparing for my streaming
3. waiting for my mum to bring me to New Zealand (still waiting)
4. juz moved to my Tampines house

5 Years Ago, I...(sec 3)
1. am in a pure science class
2. still not fashionable
3. have short hair
4. went to Perth with CO

3 Years Ago, I...(J 1)
1. got into TPJC
2. still no boyfriend.. (ha..)
3. am struggling with the decision whether to join CO again..
4. joined CO and was in the committee

2 years ago, I...(J2)
1. enjoyed Econs lessons very much
2. always have ghost stories and sex education with S17
3. took my A levels

A Year Ago, I...
1. got my lousy A levels results
2. had my first free and easy trip to Aus with TLT
3. suddenly become very crazy about S.H.E
4. get to see S.H for the first time

So Far This Year, I...
1. am quite adapted to NUS life (i m a loner..ha..)
2. have seen S.H.E quite closely
3. have experienced SHIN live performances
4. got my slightly improved 2nd sem results

Today, I ....
1. thinki had a flu
2. spent the whole day on computer
3. have been d/l S.H.E stuffs



Tomorrow I will...
1. go for dental appointment
2. go to ktv with TLT again
3. go to optical shop an settle my contact lens stuffs

haiz... think i got a flu again.. yesterday i still very yaya about my good health, coz all the ppl in my home are sick.. I am really a 大嘴巴.. No inspiration or special happenings lately.. Maybe i need to copy jin by putting up all sorts of "Know Thyself" surveys..

juz came back home from my primary school gathering.. so 难得.. although only 1/6 of the class turned up, it is still not bad liao.. haiz... can see that i m the only one who gained weight throughout the years.. so sad.. everyone of them looks slim.. especially shimin, she is so thin that i will believe she is anorexic..ha.. And a big thank you to you, Jun Cong (the only guy who came), for coming and watching us eat..

[well..shimin said tt i wrote too short.. so i write more loh]

anyway, i think that this gathering is a good start for future gatherings.. at least no 冷场 lah.. still can carry out conversation throughout the whole thing.. but maybe still a little bit 不自在.. that's why i didn eat much.. 毕竟 got long long long time didn meet liao... so, looking forward to the next gathering which is supposed to be organised by Wan Teck..

[hey shimin, long enough??]

Oh ya, in the midst of the gathering, a mysterious guy called.. Another one.. haiz.. 桃花运是这样的吗?? couldn't remember his name but it shld haf the initials Y.W.. dunno who gave him my number without my permission.. so 没礼貌.. anyway, this Y.W guy is so 奇怪.. i think most prob he is trying to be funny, that's y he asked me stupid questions.. For example, he asked me why i didn't invite him to marina bay (where i m having my gathering).. **hallo... do i noe u?? N why shld i invite u?? 莫明其妙..**

He said he will call me again.. hope not.. my hp bill going to 暴liao..


sianz.. tml still need to give tuition.. 930am somemore.. muz force him to write a chinese compo for me..
stomachache again.. 最近肠胃不好..

ok... juz as expected, Jasmine Trias is out.. .. well.. she shld haf left last week.. But luckily, each household in Hawaii really got 5 phones.. .. so Latoya is juz unlucky last week.. too bad..

BUt I like Jasmine, really.. she looked juz so sweet.. especially her smile.. her voice is nice, but not flexible enough.. Unlike Fantasia and Diana, they seem to suit every song.. They can bring out and bring up the atmosphere.. Jasmine juz can't.. She sounds the same every week.. every week..

it is only fair that Jaz is out.. But I still feel sad when they play the tribute clip for Jaz.. nevermind.. as long as u got the potential, u can make it..

习惯.. ..

" 习惯" 在词典里的有两个意思..

1. habit -- 不容易改变的行为
2. get used to -- 常常接触某种情况而逐渐适应


最近, 考试成绩放榜.. 虽然我有进步, 但是还考得蛮烂的..
我的一个朋友考得不好, 不过她说她不难过..

我听了, 也放心了.. 至少这也算是乐观的想法.. 至少她也不会闷闷不乐..

后来, 她又说: "我已经习惯了.."

习惯??? 怎么能习惯???
虽然"习惯"能让人适应新的情况, 它也能让人失去力量, 改变的力量.. ..

当我听到朋友说她已经"习惯"了, 我不知不觉有点生气.. 因为我认为现在不是"习惯" 的时候, 她的"习惯"已经不是适应新的情况的"习惯", 而是带着"放弃"的"习惯".. ..

我告诉她:"你不能习惯... "
话还没说完, 她应我:"不习惯?? 怎么可以?! 难道你要我自杀吗??"

我没话说, 心里有一股莫名的愤怒, 只顶她一句:"不能习惯, 要继续努力啊!!"


所以说, "习惯"可好可坏.. "习惯"在不同人的身上有不同的作用..
有些人只会躲在"习惯"里, 永远不肯踏出改变的第一步..
有些人只是把"习惯"当成暂时的歇息地, 准备走出下一步..


那你们属于那一种呢??

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oh ya.. i m promoted to the forum's 版主!! so happy.. hope nx time i can be part of the committee.. ..

n ya, i have juz posted an entry on "习惯".. .. nx time den put it up here.. going to sleep liao.. tml meeting paulynn for swimming..

吓死我了..

a few minutes before, i can't view my own blog.. it is all blank.. but when i view source, i still can see my original html.. tot i need to redo my blog again...

~heng.. 一场虚惊..

心中落下一块大石...

ok... my semester 2 results is out.. ..

English: C+
Biology: B
Psychology: B
2101: D+
2104: C

therefore, my CAP improved from 2.38 to 2.5
Although 不是考得很好, 不过还是蛮烂滴..

Thanks to bio n psy.. 不亏是我的favourite subjects.. ..

AND YEAH!!! NO need to take ENglish!!

it is now 2.52am.. n i m still online.. lately, i have been online till quite late.. dunno y.. juz seem that there is a lot of things for me to do online.. like downloading stuffs, putting up posts on my S.H.E 新加坡后援会, blog.. hm... not much things afterall...

oh ya, earlier in the nite, stanley called me.... he is the guy who suddenly dropped an email at my singnet account.. i wonder who gave my email address to him.. *weird* but he say it is his NS friend.. dunno who.. Anyway, he gave me a surprise call.. he sounded quite nice but.. who noes anyway.. but i agreed to meet him up this thursday at TCC.. Actually i have pushed this meeting session for about 1 mth liao.. feel quite bad bout it..

well.. i dunno how he looks like and i guess he probably doesn't noe how i look like either.. so it will be like meeting an net fren.. does it sound dangerous?? I normally dun meet net frens this way coz of several news report on the disastrous results of meeting net frens.. but y did i agree to meet him?? hm... i didn learn karate or any kungfu.. juz dunno y i agree to meet him.. maybe coz he approached me thru email n not irc.. maybe.. ..

so hope he turns out to be a nice guy.. den can be frens mah.. i m such a loner.. ..


** ah.. stomachache.. .. dunno which food has caused this.. the yogurt? the coffee+ banana?? dunno.. gotta go toilet liao.. went there twicw already.. **

Finally... it is over.. my students have finished their exams.. I have bought my wedding dress.. StarDust is over.... over... finally over...

I can now be free.. ..

StarDust.. ..

Yup... Today is the big nite.. the second time i am taking part in StarDust.. this time is a little bit different coz i am taking part in the alumni solo category.. *heng* no more duet wif my partner, it's a nightmare!!! (in case u see this my parner, it is still very fun singing together wif u)

well.. what can i say? I m a loner.. feel quite weird with the other singers.. they seem to noe one another.. ya.. except for me. Maybe I am an introvert afterall..

back to the competition.. all the singers in my category are very 厉害.. everyone sings very well.. tt's y i say the alumni category is the 压zou2 好戏.. my motto during the competition is 有信心, 没把握.. ha..

juz as expected, i didn manage to get 1st, 2nd or 3rd.. but 我输得心服口服..

Conclusion: this competition is a motivation.. for me to noe my weakness..

oh ya, a big thank you to all my frens and supporters.. pls join my fanclub nx time.. ha..

Badminton day

Finally, tlt bowl can go for a badminton session.. But.. .. only the ktv group turned up.. So 扫兴.. Daf cannot turn up coz she need to go for interview..so 可以原谅.. but for chris, she fly our plane at 9+ am on that actual day.. haiz... tt's her "special" 性格..

Ok.. it is my fault that this badminton session is not productive (coz i suggest to play ay 10am which proved to be too early for the others.. *sorry*)

well.. after the not so productive session, we still went to Pasta Mania for lunch...

Imagine: the amount of calories burnt from the unproductive session is definitely not= to the calaories taken in from our pasta lunch...
Therefore, conclusion: we gained more calories today..

TOday I tried to watch 金曲奖 online.. but... super super UNSUCCESSFUL!!! the resolution is very bad.. only see boxes of blurred figures.. ..

The angry thing is that when S.H.E arrived at the 星光大道, my screen blanked!!! 气死我了!!

金曲獎.... .... :`(

AH.... .... ..... ....... ..... ...... ..... 暴冷啊!!! !!!! S.H.E 没有得到金曲奖最佳重唱组!!! 反而是阿豹 and Brandy 得奖!!! 好暴冷啊!!! !!! !!! Why WHy WHy??!!! 难道 S.H.E 的 "Super Star" 专辑不够好吗??

But anyway, I will support them forever!!!! 加油 加油 加油 !!!

金曲獎.....

Today is a big day for all singers.. coz today is taiwan's 金曲獎.. there is a "live" telecast on SCV channel 49.. Ya.. some of my frens got that channel.. But.. none of them will be at home to let me watch it.. haiz.... BUT!! there is "live" telecast online too!! but.. ... the traffic flow is too heavy liao.. therefore i cannot go in.. so sad.. .. So.. no choice, me tuning in to Hit FM coz they will bring in latest infomation on the award.. ..

Hope S.H.E will win!!!!

*SorrY*

Sorry guys.. .. No choice.. I have to remove all my photos from my blog.. .. *ARGH* I cannot link them from the original website.. .. But if u noe any other way to upload photos to my blog, pls tag ok??

But good news is, I managed to find S.H.E 他还是不懂 to be the background music.. ..

Therefore, lesson learnt: 有得必有失

SHIN popparty photos

Ok folks, these are the photos I took during the SHIN pop-party..


this is the one which I look like 钟无艳.. so 恶心 rite?? *yucks*


this is the photo of 阿信.. he very power.. "live" power super ..


this is the photo of Tomi and 晓华.. the circled one is Michael.. it is either he is too dark, or it is the lighting's fault..


another photo of Tomi, 晓华 and circled Michael..

Hm.. Not that evil after all..

well.. come across this test while surfing the net..
guess wat? I m not that evil afterall.. although i always bully dear vanessa, sing sing n chris.. .. ha..

I am 18% evil.




I try to stay away from evil deeds but succumb to temptation every once in a while. I'm not quite on my way to hell but I certainly have some explaining to do.


Are you evil? find out at Hilowitz.com

窝囊废 vs 能屈能伸

我很‘尊重’ 我妹。什么都依她，什么都让她。
尤其是computer, 她要用的时候我尽量让她用，不管她是为了important or unimportant stuffs (although大多数都是为了 unimportant stuffs). 有时候我很自动的让她，有时候我就很不爽。。。对于我这种性格，
我认为我是个窝囊废，我妈却说我是能屈能伸。。

哈。。你们说呢？

不过，想想看我这种‘窝囊’ 性格也有理。我喜欢 S.H.E 的 Selina.
她是有名的窝囊废，所以我既然喜欢她，有这种窝囊性格也是应该的。。哈。。有理吧？

可是，我现在认为我既不是窝囊废，也不是能屈能伸。基本上我是个超好的姐姐。。