yesterday's paper was quite alright.. quite smooth..


it muz be super boring to read about my exams.. but no choice rite?? my life now revolves around studying, taking exams and downloading variety shows.. nothing much..


juz two days more and probably you all will be reading something different.. well.. bear with it den..






my Encore cd is still stucked..

one more paper down.. two more to go.. so sian that Jin has finished her paper even before i took my fourth paper.. argh... nevermind, 3 days will passed quickly.. 19yrs and 11mths have juz passed in a flash...



as promised, the lyrics of 保持微笑:

保持微笑
曲：黄威尔 词：施人诚 编：

又一个朋友被伤了心

她哽咽着问我 哪里才有爱情

心疼地把她搂在怀里

说不哭不哭我却先红了眼睛

失恋在这城市里到处横行

天使又一再失约从来没降临

让我们保持微笑 给寂寞的人一些倚靠

我们要保持微笑 给孤单的人一种心情的拥抱

又一个朋友计划远行

他剪短了头发说要遗忘过去

听着他故作洒脱语气

我知道他去的地方叫做逃避

good news: my old age Hi-fi cannot on liao.. that means, i can buy a new modern Hi-fi.. yeah!!



bad news: my Encore cd is stucked inside!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

chinese paper was much better than the first 2 papers.. although i made a few careless mistakes..


the process of thaking the module is quite 艰苦, i muz say.. but den due to the slight interest and many practice, the paper is the most 顺 one..



3 more papers to go..

today's paper is quite alright.. much better den the stupid 2103.. hope tml chinese paper will be even better!!!



here's the picture of my new little nephew..

so cute ah.. ..

i muz be crazy... i slept at 3+am last night.. not that it is very late or wat, but i was doing some cleaning up before i went to sleep..

instead of spending the 2hrs to study, i arranged my piled up books and notes and S.H.E stuffs.. i m really crazy...

sad.. .. .. ella broke down again... at 娱乐百分百.. 2 times this month liao..
i think they are really very stressed up this few months.. with the new album 宣传 and the singapore concert..

ella hit her head with the mic leh... u can tell she is really really really very stressed up.. even the other two also 忍不住 want to cry..

the initial thought of livening the atmosphere becoame misinterpreted by fans that they are making the matter worse..

hallo?? they are a team ok?? if one is stressed up, the other two will be too.. they have stayed together for so long already.. surely they know one another better all of us do.. if u dun understand the situation, dun anyhow say..

well.. maybe in this case, 旁观者清 is no longer true liao..



u all 加油 ok?? think of the 1month holiday nx year!!

**sigh**

my very first paper is deadmeat liao..

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1. YOUR HOROSCOPE? 摩羯座... capricorn lah..
2. SiNGLE OR TAKEN? single... very single..
3. iF TAKEN, BY WHO? hm... 古天乐?? ha..
4. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN SERiOUSLY HURT BY THE PERSON YOU LOVE/LOVED? hm... dun think so.. i m very unfeeling person.. ha..
5. WHAT WOULD BE YOUR REASON iF YOU TURNED SUiCiDAL? choy!
6. iS SUiCiDE REALLY KiLLiNG YOURSELF? if u are lucky enough to be successful..
7. PREFER COUNTRY OR CLASSiC? hm... pop.. chinese pop..
8. PREFER CUTE/iDiOT OR SMART/UGLY? cute and idoit bah... sounds so likeable..
9. ARE YOU iN A STABLE RELATiONSHiP WiTH YOUR BF/GF? no lah... not even attached.. 10. YOU`D EXPECT A TEXT MESSAGE USUALLY FROM? hm... my secert admirerS.. ha..
11. HAVE A BEST FRiEND THAT iS iN THE OPPOSiTE GENDER? WHO? best fren ah.. no haf leh..
12. WHAT DO YOU LiKE DOiNG WHEN YOU`RE DEPRESSED? i dun get depressed lah..
13. CHEERFUL OR BORiNG? both..
14. DESCRiBE A PERFECT. eh... something like 道明寺 and 杉菜.. maybe go to Escape and haf fun..
15. EVER WONDERED WHY NOBODY KNOWS WHY THE SKY iS BLUE? WHAT DO YOU THiNK? well... nobody knows meh? i tot there is a advertisement on National Geographic explaining that? i also dunno why the sky is blue.. but i always ask why the sky is red when it is going to rain.. anyone can answer me??
16. EVER BEEN HURT BY LOVE? no lah...
17. WiLL YOU EVER MAKE THE SAME MiSTAKE AGAiN? WITH LOVE??? wait till i experiences it den i tell u..
18. EVER HATED ANYONE LiKE HELL? no leh... i m a good person.. juz dislike only..
19. DO YOU DO ANYTHiNG WHEN A PERSON BREAKS UP WiTH YOU AFTER ONE DAY? kill him? ha..
20. GiVE ONE WORD THAT BEST DESCRiBES WHAT YOU`RE FEELiNG NOW. deadmeat.. 2103 is a gone case..
21. DO YOU BELiEVE iN YOURSELF? if not u believe who?
22. EVER PHYSiCALLY HURT YOURSELF? no lah... maybe i will try liposuction myself.. ha..
23. EVER VERBALLY HURT YOURSELF? hm... saying tt i m stupid?
24. MOTTO iN LiFE: juz be happy
25. HAVE YOU EVER DOUBTED THAT SOMETiMES? no lah..
26. HAVE YOU EVER HAD *EXTRA* FEELiNGS ABOUT A FRiEND FROM THE OPPOSiTE GENDER? yesh... but so sad.. only 暗恋...
27. iF YES, WHAT DiD YOU DO ABOUT IT? can do wat? tell my frems and let them to make fun of me loh...
28. iS FAME & MONEY THE MOST iMPORTANT THiNGS iN YOUR LiFE? money more important.. but not most important lah...
29. DO YOU MAKE ANY MOVEMENTS OR SOUNDS WHEN YOU`RE SLEEPiNG? not much movement.. but definitly no sound..
30. ARE YOU DiFFiCULT TO WAKE UP? not really.. got alarm clock can liao.. tt's y everytime when i go overseas, my frens are very 放心..
31. HOW OFTEN DO YOU SLEEP? huh?? every nite lah.. wat kind of question is this??
32. ARE YOU CONVENiENT WiTH THAT? wah liao... of course lah... 无聊...

1. What's your name? :: Cerene
2. How old are you? :: 19.. still young..
3. Do you have any nicknames? :: haiz.. think so.. but better dun say it in front of me..
4. When was your first love? :: sad case.. i hope it will come soon... hopefully before 21.. ha..
5. First kiss? :: aiyoh.. no haf lah..
6. How tall are you? :: 168 cm
7. How many ex gf/bf do u have? :: u want me to k you izzit?! no haf lah.. (try ask again..)
8. Sour, spicy or sweet? :: hm.... depends on situation.. all bah..
9. What would u do when you are free? :: surf net, watch vcd, spring cleaning...
10. Hobbies? :: sing song bah..
11. Do you club? :: clubbed only once. dun really like it..
13. What are ur fav magazines? :: those with S.H.E cove page.. got a lot of their reports one..
14. Are you a drinker? :: 偶尔 lah... is Jolly Shandy counted??
15. How much money will you bring when you are out? :: 不一定.. sometimes only haf 2bucks can also go out..
16. Car, diamond or money? :: for now i want car and money...
17. What phone are you using now? :: 别提了.. the phone i m using is not even mine.. 气死我了....
18. Coffeebean or starbucks? :: eh... starbucks for the non-coffee drinks.. TCC can?? Mightly Joe YOung is my fav..
19. Where do you stay? :: Tampines
20. What is your favourite food? :: ask me wat is the food i dislike --> seaweed, mothball vege, garlic, carrots, tomatoes, peas etc ...
22. Chocolate, Sweets or cake? :: .还用说吗? of course chocolates lah!
23. Can your ears move? :: cannot ah..
24. Do you dye your hair? :: yesh...
25. What languages do you speak :: singlish, english, madarin, broken hokkien
26. How many phones in your house? :: 1
27. How many toilets? :: 2
28. When you are doing your business in the toilet what would you do? :: read.... or get inspiration by staring at the door..
29. Do you swim? :: yesh... i like swimming... but the people swimming there dun like me.. coz my 身材好烂..
30. Do you gamble? :: buy 4D 算吗?
31. What is your favourite sport? :: swimming, badminton
32. Love, techno or classical? :: eh... love bah.. but i quite like S.E.N.S for their classical
33. What is your favourite drink? :: a lot..
34. What is your temper? :: basically is mild type...
35. What kind of person are you? :: eh... antisocial person.. ha.. u say leh??
36. What would you wear when you go to bed? :: t-shirts and shorts loh...
37. What is the 1st thing to do when you wake up? :: open my eyes
38. Do you eat breakfast? will try to
39. Favourite tv shows? :: "Amazing Race",variety shows with S.H.E, coz it will definitely be very funny.. they juz like to 耍宝!!
40. Who do you want to meet? :: hm.. S.H.E bah... those super close up one.. like going for a dinner with them. and let them remember me forever and ever..
41. Where do you like to go? :: exotic places like africa, egypt, maritus..
43. Do you wear specs? :: yup ...
44. When is your birthday? :: Christmas eve
45. Do you buy branded goods? :: not really.. sports brand 算吗?
46. How many hours do you spend talking on the phone? :: i dun realy chat on phone.. people seldom call me.. i think the longest i chat is in sec sch.. either with sing o jin o chee siang..
48. If a guy or a lady want to know you as friend, would you give your number to them? :: dun think so.. unless i fall for the guy...
49. Do you watch romantic movies? :: why not? as long as the whole moive is nice
50.Do u watch japanese dramas? :: yesh.. during sec sch times i m very crazy about jap dramas.. now not so crazy liao.. but i still quite like jap dramas..

i listen to the album for more than 10times liao..

conclusion: the album is GREAT!!!! it is SUPER!!





all of you muz go and buy.. i mean it..






[oh ya, Happy Birthday, Jingdong boy boy]

finally got the new album ...

very nice album... personally i felt that it is better den <奇幻旅程>.. but so sad, i didn noe that taiwan version got much more 好康.. 台湾地区会多一部电影的预告片专辑内还将附一张正版独享密码卡凭密码可以线上收看其他花絮.. Argh.... so sad....


i really like the songs in this album... now my fav song is "保持微笑".. the background music that you guys are listening now... what i suggest is that you guys listen carefully to the lyrics, before i post it up.. coz when i listen to it fo the first time, i was moved by the lyrics.. quite a sad song i must say...

my fav song from the lastest album..

痛快
曲:左安安 詞:施人誠

痛快去愛 痛快去痛
痛快去悲傷 痛快去感動
生命給了什麼 我就享受什麼
每顆人間煙火 全都不要錯過

(ella) 每一天 都是一個節慶
每件事 都發生來豐富我的記憶
(hebe) 很好奇 還有誰等著闖進我日記
歡迎光臨 親愛的 請享用我的感情

*痛快去愛 痛快去痛
痛快去悲傷 痛快去感動
生命給了什麼 我就享受什麼
每顆人間煙火 全都不要錯過
痛快去感受

(selina) 笑與哭 都值得用力氣
吻和淚 都是該裱框紀念的痕跡
(ella) 很樂意 每段路都有陌生人同行
愛或傷害 都歡呼 都是活過的證據
*(REPEAT)

(hebe)艷陽暴雨 不要客氣
請一直 澎湃我熱切的血液
我活著的目的 就是活得鮮明

(selina)痛快迎接 痛快等候
痛快去試探 痛快去觸碰
(hebe)生命安排什麼 我就感謝什麼
(ella)每顆人間煙火 全都美麗了我
*(REPEAT)

byebye S.H.E.. 演唱会见...


this morning S.H.E left S'pore for China liao..

they are so rushed... lucky i reached airport juz in time.. coz 5 mins after i reached airport, they come liao...

my poor frens reached at 5.30 am i think... ... 佩服佩服.... actuallyi thought that their flight was supposed to be around noon one.. but dunno why changed to morning flight..

so lucky lah.. i woke up at 7am.. without my alarm clock leh.. [S.H.E 的力量真大... ha...] den immediately rushed down to airport... lucky again, my dad got drive taxi today.. so he fetched me there loh... lucky lucky lucky...

when S.H.E reached airport, they immediately went to check-in liao... only stopped a while at the gate to say goodbye... they are all surrounded by ambience people, 害我cannot see them wholely (as in full body length).. so sad... within 15mins, they are gone liao... i think they are really late liao... my fren told me Ella ran after her passport was chopped.. ya

ya... everything happened so fast.. 3 days of intesive S.H.E event and den they are gone in 15mins...

生活变得好空虚啊.... 哈.....



只好演唱会见喽!!!


p/s: i m going to collect their album tml... so excited!!!

S.H.E 握手会


is the title of their lastest album.. the 7th one... [wow.. 7 is my fav number.. i think i will like this album very muchy]


lucky lucky.. i got the priority queue again.. last time was Superstar.. this time, i think everything was quite organised.. my frens were there early in the morning... actually i intend to join them in the morning, but i decided to go for 2105 last lecture.. and den, the lecture only lasted for 25mins!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i 被弹了!!!!!!!!!!!! in the end, i only reached Taka at 2pm and missed out all the fun... :`(

when i reached there, i didn join them... coz it was raining, and the ambience people were 维持-ing 持续.. so dun dare to rush to the front... so i juz waited insid Taka and 顺便 write letter to S.H.E.. ha... first time doing such a thing... 二十岁liao leh.... but i also got nothing to write lah.. juz 赞美.. and mentioned about the 无意中 bumping...

yesh... when writing, i feel so paiseh... keep blocking so that people sitting beside me cannot see who am i writing to.. ha... 做贼心虚..

the priority queue is sooooo spacious!!! ha... i think the area is about 50m by 50m?? and it hold only 100 people... ha... so 爽.... but... 我对不起 JOn... ah... i didn record down the performance!!! so so so so so sorry!!! 下次我会做的更好!! i promise!!

overall... i think the performance is good.. coz i m quite close up mah... somemore, Hebe got 搞怪.. she did a ballet dance when Ella was singing 候鸟.. think her mood is very good .. ha... so funny.... once i developed my photo, i shall post it up.. 敬起期待...

so excited... ... i think maybe i m one of the first few going up, the 3 of them still looked very happy and fresh... aiyah... didn tell them anything... missed the chance.. but i did gave them my letter... dunno whether they will read or not.. i only said 谢谢 to them.. wasted... after i finish 握-ing, i den think of the things i want to say.. haiz... 真是的... 浪费... if i got priority for the 奇幻旅程 den good liao.. can get nice nice signature... ...

after i 握, they stood up to 握... den, they stood in front of the table to 握... i heard from my fren that Hebe hug one of the fans!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that person muz be 爽死liao loh........... Ella also gave Hi5 to some of the ambience guys...

the whole thing quite early ended... around 8+ bah... but there was chaos when they left...
instead from going into Taka, they left by the back stage.. that means, they walked toward the road.. so u noe lah, the oganisers can't possibly put barricade mah.. so when they left, all the fans went crazy liao... everybody juz pushed behind S.H.E... surrounding them... the police even got to take out their baton to 开路... if u got watch the news about 五月天 签唱会 in taiwan, you will noe what i am saying... probably s'pore news will have bah...

.

欢乐颠峰 -- S.H.E 之夜...


"都是你啦... 陈艾拉... 害我们10pm才录音... 真是的...
呵呵.. .. 陈艾拉， 跟你开玩笑啦... 有来就好.. 以后不要那么糊涂了!!!'


yup yup.. all because of 陈艾拉, the <欢乐颠峰> recording delayed to 10pm..
because she was stucked in M'sia... -.-"
and u all noe why??
because she accidentally sent her passport back to taiwan.. -.-"
where got people blur until like that?! when i heard this during the S.H interview with 933, i was like, -.-" ... my other frens were also 汗-ing...

but this 欢乐颠峰 day is really 崎岖 leh... first, the flight was delayed..
den the recording is post-phoned from 3pm to 10pm..
den when we reached the studio at 7pm, we realised that recording will start at 7pm!! not 10pm!! wah... we really 慌 liao.. coz we got other frens who are waiting at the airport for the blur blur 陈艾拉..

so here we are, wondering if it is really the recording for S.H.E and there they are, still waiting for Ella... the worst thing is that, the reception people dunno anything.. ya... so we 不管了.. juz go in... n worst of the worst, we got 4ppl and we need to chop seats for 16ppl!!! we are so paiseh leh...
in the end, the 7pm dun haf S.H.E one.. ah!!! got 莫小玲, MC King instead.. sadz... but not bad lah.. still enjoy the show..

a 晴天霹雳 thing is that we need to 清场 fo the crew to prepare for S.H.E recording!! that means we need to go out of the studio.. worst, WE NEED TO QUEUE AGAIN!!!! ARGH!!!! and ambience people were already queuing up liao!!! there were 80 of them!!!! 晴天霹雳!!
haiz.... so we 任命loh... but a bit guilty lah.. 害the other 16 people to queue behind.. actually they dun intend to come in one, coz they confirm that the S.H.E recording is 10pm.. but after listening to us, they are not so sure liao.. den follow us in.. Ah...

hee.... but 塞翁失马,焉知非福... though we are queuing among the last few, we managed to sit at the stall facing S.H.E !!! 呵呵... thanks to one of the co-host, Michelle!!! she really 讲义气.. coz before we kena 清场, we asked he to help us arrange seats, though she didn agree directly, she helped arranged such a good seating!!! i think the ambience people muz haf 气晕了.. thanks man... give u a kiss.. *muack*

when the show just began, S.H kept looking at my side.. dunno if she recognised my fren or she recognised us being the fans who so "巧" kept bumping into them.... though all the social work modules that i took said that i should maintain eye contact, but i really can't do it!!! it feels so weird!! maintainig eye contact with ur 偶像... and then the 2 of them as usual kept mumbling to each other.. dunno what are they talking about..

thorughout the show i was half concentrating on them, half concantrating on the show itself.. so i didn really stare at their actions or response or 小动作... besides, with my poor short term memory, how can i possibly remember everything?? i think i need to learn how to focus and remember.. one day i shall go n attend Adam Khoo's seminar..

anyway, it was really a good experience.. coz there is really 互动.. when Selina went toilet, H.E actually "played" with us (the audience).. no 明星架子.. and they dun mind doing 夸张 and funny 的actions.. there was a point where Hebe was fidgeting with Ella ear lope, den she hugged Ella.. den we shouted them to "亲一个, 亲一个".. [coz they like to play 亲亲.. ha..] but Hebe shy lah.. so she promised to do it at the concert, provided we remind her... so, u guys faster go and buy their concet tix now!! read from the papers that 75% of their concert tix has sold off!! among the $148 tix, 95% sold off!! so hurry hurry!!!

back to the recording.. yes... a lot of 互动... when they are waiting for the crews to get ready, we actually sort of "chat".. juz shout a question over, and they will answer.. good good.. there were a lot of things i saw, but dunno how to put it down.. maybe i can put up another post for that...

but 毕竟 i am not so special lah, can't possibly let them remember me... they got 上万的fans leh... but will try hard to let them know our 后援会的存在 first...

so the recording ended at 2am... cool huh... 辛苦 S.H.E 了... the crews, the secruity uncles and aunties also..... 大家辛苦了... ...


remember to watch the telecast ok?? maybe u can see me.... if not, look for the cute cute S.H.E 公仔 banner.. it is our 精心杰作...

8th Nov.. the start of S.H.E week.. ..


yesh yesh!! today S.H.E is coming!!! too bad that i got 3205 lecture in the morning.. if not, i surely will go airport and fetch them.. heard that Hebe gave a 飞吻 when she saw our cute cute banner... wah!! 可惜没看到... ah... ...

anyway, after my lecture, i immediately rushed down to Mediacorp for the <欢乐颠峰> recording.. who noes?? when i am on my way, i received a call from JON, she said the recording might be cancelled, coz S.H.E might not reach Singapore today... the first thing i said to her is "cool"... ha... 难得遇到这么刺激的事情... 呵呵... but den, this news 还真的吓到我啦!!

lucky S.H still got reach Singapore lah... ... but the recording kena postphone to 10pm... 10pm LEH!!! until 2AM!!! 啊!!! at first we tot the Mediacorp people bluff us one.. but who noes?? IT IS TRUE!!!! coz Ella haven reached S'pore yet... at that time we still wondering what has happened to Ella... so in the end, we went to Takashimaya, hoping that we can bump into S.H... coz someone predicted that both of them surely will go there shopping to kill time... ya... so my frens and I juz follow loh... we didn think much lah.. coz we dun think we will be so lucky to bump into them... so we go there see see look look, and 顺便 bring "girl girl"shop shop... ya... he bought Kukumaru stuffs.. for himself... ya... i.. i kena shocked!! ha....

the most exciting part is that... we really bumped into S.H !! well.. it is my fren who spotted them buying stuff in Bulgavri.. den she say Hebe looked a bit pissed coz she spotted them sort of following her.. and she dun like fans to do that... but on the other hand, Hebe 天生 got a pissed look lah... so cannot blame her for looking pissed..

and yes.. ... S.H 真人are very beautiful!!! so we decided to sort of follow them to see if can ask them for a photo or not.. but after my fren says that Hebe is unhappy, we are a bit scared to approach them... ya... our 内心is full of 挣扎.. want to ask but dun dare... especially Jingdong "girl girl" lah.. no 胆 one... everything also need us to do.. haiz... really -.-"

so we follow a bit bit.... but den got a few times is really 无意中 bump into them one... got one time, danni suggested listening to music to calm ourselves down.. so while we are searching for our player, S.H passed by us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really didn noe leh... i was literally 目瞪口呆!!! so u can really imagine how i looked like... after that, we still 无意地 bumped into them... really... is 无意的!!!

ok.. chinese assignmen down... 1 RE test down too.. and it scared the hell out of me.. nearly got zero for it.. but den, i got 11/20.. as lousy too...

still got 3205 term paper, Genes essay and a 2103 test coming up.. all on tomorrow!!! gosh.. i m only half-way thru both of my essays.. couldn't concentrate.. kept thinking that the framework i used for 3205 is wrong.. but who cares? now it is too late to change... hope Dr Tan is good enough to accept that..


gotta cary on with my essays liao.. sianz...


S.h.e coming to town nx week!!