Juz kill me

Though Going to courses gives you some time for slacking, it doesn't help as you can't have enough time to do your cases.
Ok. maybe that's juz an excuse to cover up my incompetency and inefficiency.

Think I am sinking into my "depressed" mode. Again.
It seemed to be a 2-monthly cycle.
I was in quite a good shape in August, that I managed to have a short list of my unlogged attendence.

Anyway, the whole system sucks. The longer you work, the more you find it to be driving you crazy.
How do you have a "life" if referral comes in at 5.25pm while you are supposed to off work at 5.30??!! Maybe I really havve much life in the first place, but come on, I am not a vampire, I will not be burnt to death if I juz leave my office before the sun sets.

The worst thing that can happen is getting a "you-muz-attend-immediately" type of case at 5.25pm. I would rather you juz kill me.
You can imagine the fury and pek-chekness when you received a call from 2880.
Or the "how suay can you be" eye contact you get when you stepped into the office thinking that you have finally finish seeing the cases.

Luckily peer support is G.R.E.A.T in the office. If not, I would have been a 无业游民 by now.
But gosh. Me going to move my butt up to level 6 soon. Very soon.
Should be exciting as it is a new office and you get a more private space. You could deco it your way.
But it is not exciting if the crowd is not right, or the seat-of-your-choice is being taken by your office mate, even though you have marked a cross with your name on the blueprint.

Forget it.
I am too tired to argue or fight.
I shall be happy with the next best choice of seat.
Maybe it's a blessing in disguise.
I hope so.




Dunno why, I feel like saying...
Bullshit.