=[L]ing 的无聊日记=

today marks the start of my 3rd year at the hospital, and it seem like I have just started work not long ago.. Feels that I have not achieve a lot and yet, 2 years have passed...


some people has already made plans of the path that they will be taking... "i plan to be in this company for x years, after which i am going to further my studies, then i am going to do this do this and in x years i will do that do that"


none of such for me... i have no pull factor to pull me out and also, not much push factor to push me out of the hospital.. no long-term goals. no short-term goals. oh, maybe yes. get myself a rich and handsome boyfriend. haha.


boss asked me some time ago whether I have any educational plan. I say "not for now". Educational plan?? Pursuing Masters? gosh. thinking of the books, exams or papers that i need to write, i can already sense the dreadful feeling.. maybe i am becoming less and less academic type of person..

HMDP? hm... that sounds better... on the job training.. u see things "live". but the bond attached to it? hm...

so far, i have yet to find any fields that i want to specialise. Trying out psychotrauma now, but hopefully it will not be too exciting that my heart can't take it... shall see how it goes..