=[L]ing 的无聊日记=

thank you HBH for the not-so encouraging comments and also anonymous for the encouraging ones..

more often than not, i think people just need to ventilate, naggggggggg, grumble, scold, complaint etc etc all the shitty things and after that, things will go...

if it does not work for u, it does work for me..

I can complain complain grumble grumble about how nonsensical is the referral, how "highly" you are thought to be (so "highly" that they think you are God and can solve their problems immediately), and after that, you can see me chatting interviewing the patient machiam like old friend.. .. And after that, you speak to the family trying to be as calm as possible, and after that, started to grumble about them.. (haha..)
sometimes i wonder whether all these ups and downs of my emotions will increase my risk of becoming schizophrenic..

today's home visit, the husband asked us "what you want to be in this line? I don't think anyone would want to be"

I dun think I have any answers for him.. It has been my interest to work in the medical setting and i am glad i haf the chance to do so.. Even luckier to haf the chance to work in trauma area, which i think is the more hospital type of area..
My view: To start doing "exciting" cases while young, if not, you will probably not have the time or energy to do it when u are older..

Just an update: so far my interest is still in lost and grief... but now haf a little curiosity on working with children on the topic..
HBH, I am interested in slack, sleep and eat too.. :)