=[L]ing 的无聊日记=

What do you do, when you were walking along the overhead bridge to cross the road and saw a teenage boy lying down at the steps that you are approaching. The boy is holding a guitar in his hand, and with a water container beside him.


For me, I just looked at the boy with some ? look and then continue on walking down the steps (the other side). Then I had a thought. If I goes back home using the overhead bridge, and the boy is still there, I would stop and ask if he needs any help.

So, after about 10mins, I was using the same overhead bridge to get back home, and the boy was still there. I hesitate for a while, and continued my journey back home. SHIT. What has happened to me. Isn't it a normal response to offer help to someone whom you need would need it?
On my way back home, I was thinking why I did not stop and offer help. For whatever reason I can think of, I am ashamed of my decision. boo boo. to think that i am in a helping profession. (kicks my own butt)

Indeed, 我不是好人.